So last night I decided to take a nice hard look at my life. I thought about pretty much anything and everything thats happened in my life in the past 6 years or so. I've changed so drastically I can't even believe it. I mean, I'm still this nice girl who has manners and tries to be nice to just about everyone. But like, the way I look at life has made a complete 180. I used to care about what everyone thought of me and freak out about whether I look good or not. It's almost unbelievable how comfortable with myself I am now. Back in the day I would have NEVER thought I could feel like this. I honestly don't give a fuck about whether people think I'm attractive or not, because as long as I think I am, nothing else matters. I also thought about my constant need to have a significant other, or just someone to hold me. I realize that as long as I have the beautiful friends that I have, I should have no worries about being alone, because every single one of them could make those lonely thoughts go away in a mere heartbeat. I still believe in karma however, which is why I'm so nice to everyone. And don't get me wrong, I still can be a complete bitch to those who deserve to feel my wrath (like, for instance, the extremely bitter woman I work with). All in all, it was a pretty good night. Hm, I guess that drunken thinking CAN make some sense... Sweet XD